As tempting as that sounds... it can wait for a time when you owe me a favor and not the other way around. I also love that even your sexual fantasies are about giving.
Good thing for you that I really, really enjoy giving them. I'm picturing another scenario involving your desk, and me on my knees underneath it. There might even be some red lace involved.
I hope you do, because I really am very sorry. I should have told you that my father tried to forbid me from continuing to see you after our first date. I thought it wouldn't matter since I refused to listen to him and Gran managed to change his mind, but I can see now that you still deserved to know.
Well I do, on so many levels. For judging you, for thinking he can dictate who I date... I could go on but then I'd get all angry and that would ruin all the shopping I'm about to do. I want to focus on making you happy.
What kind of man is that? The well-educated, gainfully employed, generous, kind, brilliant, handsome, gentlemanly kind? Yeah, I'd hate for any kid of mine to date a man like that.
Those aren't personality traits. Your father? Genealogy. PTSD and anxiety and the restraints, you didn't choose them and they aren't within your control so how could I hold them against you? To me, they are just part and parcel who you are. A package deal, as it were. And when added to everything else about you total an amazing man who I feel lucky to be with.
It's not like you're racist or chew with your mouth open or are selfish in bed. Those are unforgivable.
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Date: 2020-07-18 01:30 am (UTC)Mostly I just want to get down between your legs for a long time and see how many times I can make you come.
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Date: 2020-07-18 11:41 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2020-07-19 12:54 am (UTC)To be fair though, I really, really enjoy blowjobs as well.
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Date: 2020-07-20 01:49 am (UTC)That sounds incredible...
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Date: 2020-07-20 04:16 am (UTC)in that case, I have some shopping to do. And you need to arrange to work from home tomorrow.
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Date: 2020-07-25 03:05 am (UTC)The serial killer father, the PTSD, the anxiety, the having to sleep in restraints...
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Date: 2020-07-26 01:36 am (UTC)Those aren't personality traits. Your father? Genealogy. PTSD and anxiety and the restraints, you didn't choose them and they aren't within your control so how could I hold them against you? To me, they are just part and parcel who you are. A package deal, as it were. And when added to everything else about you total an amazing man who I feel lucky to be with.
It's not like you're racist or chew with your mouth open or are selfish in bed. Those are unforgivable.
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Date: 2020-07-26 02:28 am (UTC)[ She can't see how he's smiling. ]
I'm just saying that I get why your father wouldn't want you to see me.
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Date: 2020-07-26 10:16 pm (UTC)At least that's the argument I made that won him over. :)
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